a note my personal life- i’m in a reee..lationshiii..p, kind of. it was one of those where it happened fast and furious and i think in a different world and if we were different people that intensity of feeling would have led to marriage in something like 6 months.. or less. what i’m trying to say is we started off wanting to be with no one else forever and ever amen. and then crapshitfuck happened and now i don’t know what we are. together but not. something like that.
anyway my point is that i have a problem. i’m either in 100% and i love 100%, rolled in with all the bad stuff like expectations and demands and such, or i’m out. no love, no expectations, no nothing. i’m not the give-a-bit, take-a-bit, tell-a-bit, leave-the-rest-for-later-or-never-at-all type. i want it ALL, to KNOW all, to TELL all, and i want it NOW goddamnnit.
ok. i’m sleepy. but more topics on control freakishness coming up. um, stay tuned?
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